Sunday, April 19, 2020

Under Saturn's shadow I've fallen.

No storytelling on this post just a bunch of random stuff going on this weekend....yep.
             
               

Hello ^___^  this photo was from the last week of March. When we all thought that the Lockdown was only a month. Mmmmh...

Today's buffoonery was brought to you by ...a venti iced vanilla latte from the previous night 🌙


A very important photo, the going to bed ritual, tea & the Headspace app. It's a thing guise. Try IT. 

We were on a High Score Girl binge (check it out if you haven't it has such a cute story! & the characters are likeable & adorable.Reminded me of being in high school and crushing on boys...Oh & yes its on Netflix) 
 Anyway we decided it was time for some cheap ramen...ramen a la meow ! Made by the baby king it satisfied the craving. But it did make me reminisce about Little Tokyo & the Taiyaki & the taro bobas....& the milk teas...& pork buns ..dumplings...brb gonna go silently weep. 


I have a beer every two weeks & this time i went with a fruity one. Super refreshing it tasted like a mango flavored Arizona. In the back you get a little peak of my meal from Tokyo Bowl. It's one of the best places for teriyaki bowls & noodles. 

                        
From inside the comic bug...just being a Bodega Cat. ^___^ 


I'm sure we all miss taking pictures of ourselves being out & about dressed up, showing off a new top or hair do. This is me showing off my favorite Halloween Pj top, Target really surprised us last year with all their spooky clothing. Someone said this photo had some real Bunny Ayumi vibes...whatever that means? 


On another note, I've been working on a short stories book you guise. I'm really ecstatic, & im aiming to finish it in the next two or three months. This is the farthest I've gotten without feeling unmotivated,uninspired or insecure. 
I'm doing it for me & to prove to myself that i CAN do it & succeed. 

Random note, I've been seeing a lot of local businesses making food deliveries to anyone working in the medical field, Wendy's being one of them. I think that's amazing if anyone should be getting better treatment its those brave hardworking people. Also DKS donuts going out there and delivering a ton of donuts to those on the front lines. Donuts will brighten anyone's day of course! Ahhh. 
I really wish there was something i could do to help. 

On my next blog entry i will be sharing some of my favorite creators, that have patreons ,Only fans & Etsys. 
I hope everyone is having a sane & safe Quarantine. We're all in this together. 
Don't forget to check on your loved ones,your friends, your pets & do yourself and get off social media for a few hours. 
You'll feel so much better! <3 
Till next time friends. 
A shout out to my partner, for buying groceries & coffee for us. 🖤 he's the sweetest. 
- Chibi  



Thursday, April 16, 2020

now streaming spooky mode.


Now listening to the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack
Hello Peeps! ~

I'm just sitting here in the dark, in my leopard print onesie and in the company of felines, wishing I had a Taro Boba or a Vanilla Iced Latte from Starbucks..Any coffee beverage actually.
I made an attempt and cleaned up my eyebrows,trimmed my bangs, repainted my nails, cleaned up the bedroom and went on a short walk to the Liquor store. You guessed it I was in the mood for some Top ramen noodles!
Welp mission was a success.

I  was feeling rather chatty today & I gave my friend Ziggy the Queen a phone call (Ziggy is one of the horror nerds i know, & a makeup/SFx artist.And i promise when she has her new page up i will be sure to share it with y'all)
Anyway I called to check in on how she's doing & we shared a couple of stories. The last three days Sunday-Wednesday I was feeling it,just real low and moody I didn't feel like talking to anyone but it comes and goes you know? There are times when you just have to be in the moment and cry it out.
One of the stories that did catch my attention was about her building...y'all ready to read about it? ...Let's hope it doesn't bite me in the ass and give me insomnia BUT Before I get to the story
I will talk about my experience the last time I visited her.
She lives in one of those vintage brick buildings in a real cozy beautiful apartment, and she had been asking me to come see her place for sometime and hangout. So me being me I finally got to it this is way before we went on Quarantine mode.It turned out to be a Hocus Pocus/Pizza/beer night.
 We picked up some lagunitas and cigarrettes at the 711 down the street, we made our way to to her building.
First thing I noticed was the view that you are able to fix your eyes on and the neighborhood is real quiet & the air was chilly that night.
The moment I stepped inside her building the air felt heavy there is the presense of something more in the atmosphere.I don't know how to explain it, you HAVE to be there. The lobby is empty but somehow the energy is heavy.

We began by her giving me a tour of the backyard the all around grass area.
I felt like Louis Creed when Victor is guiding him through the Pet Sematary.
There might've been fog too you guise..or maybe it's just my imagination.It was almost pitch dark, lots of plants. I followed close behind staying on the little pathway.
"Its really nice" I would say every now and then, I was fucking spooked but excited. Of course I like being scared. Who doesn't?
There was a sound coming from one of the bushes and I almost screamed.To our surprise it was only a chubby skunk making his way to who knows where, probably looking for food or marking his territory. He was so close to us !
We then made our way through the back entrance
"This use to be the crematorium, this basement a bomb shelter waaaay waaaaay back in the day so there's history you know?" She spoke very enthusiastic and proud.Oh the stories this place must have
You know? my workplace is haunted and i like to tell people about it and they get scared little do they know that so am I.

We went in to her place, talked, drank, stuffed our faces and nothing felt spooky.At around 2 am we made our way downstairs so that she could smoke her joint. We took the titanic elevator! it even has the little gate that you have to pull that was real cool.
So when she told me oh i need to show you the spot where i smoke and sit and just listen to music i thought oh okay? the roof or somewhere where there's light? the lobby ?

No..we were back downstairs near the basement.THE FUCKING BASEMENT..."Oh we're going outside?" i assumed. We ended up at some stairs,where the crematorium and the bomb shelter are only windows away from each other.I got this! I've been to the Glen Haven Cemetery late at night ..inside a car of course. This was okay. I'm not freaking out.
I took a seat next to her i lit my cigarette she did her thing, we listened to Sia. After a moment i forgot where we were but once the sound of the leaves and the wind got louder i stood up and faced her. I couldn't brush the feeling that someone was watching us. We're not alone i kept thinking. It's gonna be okay she'll finish her joint and then we'll head back inside.I stared at the city for the rest of our talk, there will be nothing more beautiful than looking at the downtown buildings at night, it's sure breathtaking. The only thing that i knew and was sure of is that we weren't the only one's appreciation that view from where we were standing that night.
I took one last whiff of my cigarette and didn't look back as we made our way back inside the building.

Today during our phone call,Ziggy explained to me that the other spot where she goes to smoke is on the fourth floor, near one of the windows that lead to the fire escape. This whole time she goes out there to smoke and enjoy the view and get fresh air.Well the other night she heard a loud thump coming from inside that window and thought! Shoot am i being too loud? i don't want to disturb anyone.
Apparently there's been noises coming from that window...well my friends this is where I got spooked.
Turns out, no one lives there,there use to be a nice older lady that lived there but unfortunately passed away two months ago, and the door still has the coroners papers and all.
A little spooky but in the words of ziggz " a bizarre & sad chain of events"


So what is it? could it be a critter? could it be energy that's trapped there?
i'll let you decide.
This concludes the story of the day !
Tommorrow I have another one for you.

In other news 

 I'm currently reading a little bit of everything "War of the Worlds" by H.G. Wells, "The book of the damned" by Charles Fort.I was also listening to an audio book by Neil Gaiman you can find it on Youtube it's called "Smoke & Mirrors: Short fictions and Illusions.
I've been doing more writing and hopefully when this is all over I'll have something to share with you guise. I'm really excited that I have the time to do this now.
The reading glasses podcast has a new episode if you guise would like to check that out,they've got tons of good book reviews plus recommendations.
I know i shared this on social media last night but my friend Roxy made a surprise birthday party on animal crossing for her lovely Girlfriend. Thanks to her friends they decorated the place and made it look real festive and cute.
With that being said if your birthday happens to land between this lock down do not panic! there is plenty of ideas! <3 You can always write them a letter, make them a card, make them a video of everyone wishing them a happy birthday.
Or I'm sure a simple phone call will suffice.

with that being said! Goodnight & stay safe 

greetings from the fur children ^_^

- Chibbs

Sunday, April 12, 2020

Update from beyond the cat's paw.

                 ...hello peeps!
Chibi here :) live from the baby king realm aka Eddie's room with the sound of birds & some snoring from this sneaky ol' cat. We've been staying up till 6 am because at this point what is time?
Its Easter-Ostara Sunday ! I hope everyone's in their comfy homes making the best out of it, even if its just all hanging out watching tv or making yourself some foods...OR if you're spending it alone with your pets either way 💖
       
Anywhoooo

In other news....
Its been about 3 weeks or so without the usual routine of going to work,going home, getting ready for the bar or shows on the weekend. I truly miss the night life, but in a sense Im thankful that we get to have this time to reflect & take better care of ourselves & each other. You get to hibernate & nurture yourself. I have had maybe one beer in the last two weeks, i haven't smoked a cigarette in a month or so. And you know what? I'm totally fine with it, because I don't need it. I've replaced those habits with reading a lot more,looking at teapots online, finding motivation to write again,going on short walks, catching up on podcasts & Netflix shows,reading list or getting a new hobby. One of them also being on here & blogging again. The last week breakfast has been a slice of cake & coffee & although its not the healthiest option it brightens my mood & it puts the vibe for what kinda day it is going to be.I get to spend more time with my kitty  cats! The other day while i was home, I had the Cure on, it was raining, & all three of my cats were sleeping in my bed & i was on the floor writing. The pen was flowing,the thoughts were just coming out of me I felt so accomplished at the end of the day. I realized i hadn't felt that for a while. My introvert self needed that soooo bad! & in between i was playing animal crossing with my friends.Welp...i got hooked & we get to design our own island & visit each other its fun. Another one of my favorite things is hanging out at home in Onesies,jean shorts, the same Pet Sematary T shirt & furry sandals. Noooo make up! I've gotten more pale ...just when i didn't think it was possible.
 It's the small things to get through at this point. My partner & i have been cooking a lot more. This past Friday i think we had one of our best creations! Garlic butter shrimp pasta with baby spinach! It was so rich & savoury we both went for thirds! He's not a fan of seafood sooo...this worked out well since shrimp is an exception.
We had a movie marathon this past weekend ...Whip It,DeathProof, Spirited away , my neighbor Totoro, &&& the entire Umbrella Academy season 1.

 Here's my Quarantine playlist
Some horror punk & other tunes that get stuck in mah head. I'll post my more cheerful one on my next post & some books I've read in the past month that taught me a thing or two.

"Starlite Decay" - Blitzkid
"Phantasmagoria"- Calabrese
"Nobody likes you when you're dead" Zombina & the Skeletones
"Scream" - Misfits
"Haunt me" Wednesday 13
"Thrill kill" The Damned
"Over your dead body" Mister Monster
"October Sky" - Murderland
"Raise the Moon" - Goddamn Gallows
"Graveyard Tree" - Koffin Kats
"Fall Children" - AFI
"call me on the Ouija board"-Sharon Needles
"Season of the Witch"- Lana Del Rey


Stay safe friends! 🖤🕷
- Chibi